The making process
Tackling Tulle - 2024
Tulle Fabric - Casted Male Form
This light blue tulle gown isn't just a project for me—it's the start of exploration journey into the heart of Drag culture and self-discovery. Inspired by the vibrant and daring world of Drag, I embarked on this project with a desire to push my creative boundaries and explore the deeper meanings behind this art form.
In my practice I haven’t discovered any grand dreams or aspirations that I'm chasing after. No big thesis projects to tackle, no identity crises to capture and showcase to the world. All I dream of and wish for is to be happy and live a good life. And art, in all its forms, has allowed me to achieve just that. It's given me the freedom to explore my creativity and bring to life creations that scratch the itches within my brain.
Drag art, in particular, has been a revelation for me—a source of childlike happiness and awe that I never knew I needed. There's something truly magical about transforming myself into a drag queen and immersing myself in the vibrant and supportive environment of the drag world. Some of the happiest moments of my life have been spent surrounded by my closest friends and the electrifying energy of drag culture.
With this gown, I'm striving to capture the essence of those joyous experiences and channel them into my art. Each stitch and seam is infused with the memories I have experienced, the satisfaction of creating something beautiful, and the unwavering support of those who believe in my vision.
Working with tulle, a fabric that has sent some competing Queens home in design challenges on RuPaul's Drag Race, was no easy feat. The delicate nature of the material tested my skills and patience in ways I hadn't anticipated. Countless times, I found myself wrestling with the sewing machine, struggling to guide the delicate fabric under the needle without it bunching or tearing. Threads broke, needles snapped, and frustration threatened to derail the entire project.
As I navigate the challenges of the art-making process, I find solace in the knowledge that I'm following the stream of happiness and fulfillment. And in the end, that's all that truly matters—to create from a place of joy and authenticity, and to share that joy with others through my art.
